Chaos, Panic Disorder . . .

shimmerwing:

Heisted from both atrypical and digi148 on LJ. Color test.

You have always longed for tenderness, love and a sensitivity of feeling into which you would like to blend. You are a very gentle warm person and responsive to 'All things bright and beautiful'. This personifies a caring person, a person who 'needs' and indeed 'needs to be needed'.

Which ever way you turn you feel that you are being utterly thwarted. There is considerable conflict in the air but you will stick to your beliefs and not be deterred in endeavouring to attain your objectives.

You are a perfectionist in everything that you put your hand to. You are demanding and very exacting in the standards you apply to your choice of colleagues and friends -perhaps you demand too much from people. That perfection you seek in a particular person is illusive - perhaps it does not even exist.

Your ability to withstand the pressures of everyday life have been overtaxed and this is leading to stress and frustrations. It would seem that for the time being you have lost the resilience and strength of will necessary to contend with existing difficulties. You feel that it is all 'too much' and, try as you may, you are getting nowhere. But to give you credit, you continue to stand your ground and pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity. Naturally this situation is subjecting you to intolerable stress and pressure from which you would dearly like to escape, but you can not bring yourself to make the necessary decision. As a result you remain firmly involved in the problem and you can neither view it objectively nor get rid of it - you cannot leave it alone and you feel that you will only be at peace when you have reached your objective.

You have so many ideas that you would like to revitalise but you need to realise a stable and peaceful condition to do so. Once you can free yourself from all the aggravation and tension around you, you will make strides that may amaze you. You will not be prevented from achieving all the things you so desire.

Not really sure what to say about that.

In other news, it snowed today. Not much but enough to make me really want to say I hate cold, cold sucks >.< I also managed to get at least 3/4 of my coins sorted and put away in the holders. I have just about 1/4 left to sort and put in the holders (and find my third volume of pennies that I just had and set aside so I could put away the coins I had for the first two and now vol 3's gone awol . . .

I read that our GameStop is going to be open midnight for the release of Wrath. I still haven't preordered it and I probably will (unless I see it instore) but not before it comes out. I won't have a 70 by then (especially if they're offline like they are right now) so it won't hurt to wait. Gas is down to almost $2.30 so $40 gave me just about a half of a tank's worth. Not too shabby considering I was down to just under 1/8th of a tank and it's supposed to get down into the upper 20's the next few nights. I had them put a dry gas in as well so now I have just about 3/4 of a tank. I'll take after I get my money in this Friday and finish topping the van off. Then I'll try to remember and keep her topped off every Friday where it'll only get colder from here on out . . . last I checked the temp was 35 and felt like 30 >shudders<

In random and generic news I was doing some random scanning of the net for random things and decided to look up some Rockman cosplay. I found a link to a site that sells costumes and under the Miscellaneous section they, lo and behold, have a costume for Zero. So, for a mere $310 you too can look like this Not too bad. Helmet could use a bit of work but overall, not too shabby. And they even go mens small to 5XL. Not that I'd buy it. I'm the kind that would rather make it than buy it. And speaking of my costumes no work until after Nov, at the earliest, not until after the Dec craft show mid month at the planned time, not until after the new year until the latest. Considering other factors I either won't bother with Armor Armarge or I'll have to rethink everything (and buy other mats for it.) I might not have the room in the van to take down such a big and complicated costume as I have it mentally designed now. So we'll have to see about that. But not now. Right now I'm starting to get a bit tired. Semi long day tomorrow, 8-3:30. Hopefully now that things have calmed down I can get to candy making. I wanted to fill a 27/28 quart tub full of candy pizza by weeks end as well as fill the shoebox sized tubs I have with candy roses considering my other ones have sold out now and those are my best sellers. As for NaNo, that's on hold until this Sat/Sun and the write ins. I can bang out 12k a day if I sit there for about 8 hours and do nothing but type, so I can conceivably get 24k in both days and get caught up. Whether or not I can remains to be seen. If so then I'm in shape to make 50k without worrying with craft shows and the like.